لا عزاء للسيدات

عمري ماسألت نفسي عن اصل الجملة دي "لا عزاء للسيدات"، لحد ما روحت من يومين عزاء والد إحدى صديقاتي المقربات

الناس مصدومة و حزينة و مش مركزة، العزاء كان في مسجد القائد إبراهيم حيث عزاء السيدات في صالة المناسبات

المهم.............كل اتنين ماسكين ودان بعض و هاتك يا كلام و ضحك و ذكريات!! بدون النظر لإعتبارات الظرف و المكان و القرآن و الأهل الملكومين

المهم، ساعتها فهمت الجملة المذكورة، فعلا، لا عزاء للسيدات

People in my life (1)

I feel like talking about some persons who affected my life in a certain way. I feel like discussing my feelings & my relationships with them. I am not gonna arrange them in any special order, it's just that I am going to talk about them in a random way!! I will start with my cousin Hagar I always thought about Hagar as my cute descent little cousin. She is a kind of person whom you must like at the first site. No body ever got angry from her in any stage of her life. She is around 24 years old now, but i discovered she's grown up about 3 years ago. Before that she was just a kid for me, that's how I used to figure her whenever she crosses my mind. I discovered her secret blog! I started to comment using a nick name for a while, it was an interesting game:) Any way, my point is that when I started reading what Hagar wrote, i felt that she is not the cute little girl any more! GOD how much did she grow up!! I loved what she wrote then, in fact I thought about my blog only when I saw Hagar's. later on, this amazing cousin of mine turned into a children writer! They say she is very good at this too. May GOD help her to keep this up isA. What I mean is that you can always think about a person in a certain way. You may think that you are close enough so that you can figure out every thing about him / her. after a while smart person, you find out that you know nothing!! nothing at all!! That's what happened to me concerning Hagar. But I am really happy about what I knew. i am proud of her & I like the character i found out she is. she is not the little girl any more, but she is very cute & she has that kind of charm that you like & enjoy talking to her for it. she can smile at every one's face, though she might not like the company & she wishes to get away! No problem, she is keeping such a diplomatic smile & attitude:) Hagar, I love you & I love spending time with you. I admire you & respect your mind. I am sorry that i didn't figure this earlier, but it's never too late dear cousin:)

I love Microsoft!!

The problem: yesterday I was trying to update my nero, something went wrong & suddenly the DVD icon in "my computer" is gone!! The DVD player is working, I can insert & eject DVDs & I can hear the sound of their running, but nothing on the screen! I googled the problem & people were talking about that problem occurring during updating a software, but no body gave an applicable solution. I restored my system with no use. Even the worst possibility in any problem, that's to reformat the system is not possible now, I mean how can I use the back up DVD?! well, my last attempt was to write down the problem on the Microsoft support page. They gave me short notes about the possible cause of the problem & they offered a small file that I can download & run, it will fix the problem on its own!! OK, nothing to loose! That file ran in less than one minute, I restarted my laptop & WOW, here is the DVD icon! I love you guys:) N.B: for any one who reads this & try to solve a similar problem, please don't use the Microsoft support unless you have a premium windows:)

What about Egypt?!!

أصدرت ايران الاحد طابعا بريديا تكريما لشهيدة الحجاب المصرية مروة الشربيني التي قتلت على يد الماني متطرف

وفي مراسم خاصة بطهران، تم تدشين الطابع بحضور وزير الاتصالات وتقنية المعلومات الايراني محمد سليماني ومسؤولين اخرين، اضافة الى مستشار قائد الثورة الاسلامية علي اكبر ولايتي وممثلين عن مجلس الشورى الإسلامي

الغريب ان مروة دي مصرية!! بالنسبة للطوابع العبيطة اللي بنطبعها كل شوية، مفيش حد من المسئولين العظماء فكر انه يقلد إيران!! أنا بجد مش مصدقة، الله يرحمك يا مروة، هي مش مستنيه طوابع ولا أسامي شوارع، بس هي مش أقل من أي حد اتعمله كده

I know I've been writing about Marwa since her death, this is my blog, right? I can't think about any thing more important to write about & I don't have the desire to write about any thing else!! GOD bless you my dear.

Simply, I can't!!

I can't feel normal since her death. I can't act normal since the day she was murdered. I can't help myself feeling that angry. I can't stop thinking about her. I can't live a normal life since then. I can't spend two hours, no matter how busy I am, without staring at the no where & remembering her. I can't read or hear the news without cursing those people; both in Germany & in Egypt. I can't give them an excuse for their calm, cruel, in sensitive & irresponsible reaction. I can't think of her as a martyr (as I am supposed to do), I just think of her as my very old & dear dead friend. I can't pray for her (as I should do), I just can't get over my feelings & act in a mature way. I can't write any thing except about her.

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تتابع السفارة المصرية ببرلين، بالتعاون مع المكتب الثقافى المصرى هناك، تطورات الحادث المأساوى الذى أودى بحياة السيدة مروة على الشربينى زوجة المبعوث المصرى علوى على عكاز المعيد بمعهد الهندسة الوراثية بجامعة المنوفية، وعضو الإجازة الدراسية بألمانيا والحاصل على منحة شخصية من معهد "ماكس بلانك"، والذى أسفر أيضا عن إصابة المبعوث بجروح خطيرة.وتعرضت السيدة مروة الشربينى (32 عاما) لاعتداء من قبل أحد المواطنين الألمان (من أصل روسى) يدعى "أليكس" (28 عاما) والذى انهال عليها طعنا بالسكين فى إحدى محاكم الدرجة الثانية بمدينة "دريسين"، حيث لقيت مصرعها أمس، فيما أصيب زوجها بأحد الأعيرة النارية بطريق الخطأ.وترجع وقائع جريمة القتل الدرامية بعد أن حكم القاضى بمقاضاة القاتل بمبلغ 2800 يورو تعويضا عما لحق بالسيدة مروة الشربينى من ضرر جراء الإهانة التى تعرضت لها بسبب نعت المتهم للقتيلة بأنها "إرهابية"، الأمر الذى أثار غضب القاتل وآثر أن يقوم بهذ العمل الاجرامى الذى أودى بحياة القتيلة.وصرح الدكتور محمد جابر أبوعلى رئيس قطاع الشئون الثقافية والبعثات بوزارة التعليم العالى والدولة للبحث العلمى، بأن القطاع قام بالاتصال بجامعة "دريسين" لمتابعة حالة المصاب الذى يرقد حاليا فى مستشفى الجامعة بقسم الجراحة.وقال الدكتور أبوعلى - فى بيان اليوم الخميس - إن الدكتور هانى هلال وزير التعليم العالى والدولة للبحث العلمى يقوم حاليا بإجراء اتصالات مع سفير مصر بألمانيا وسفير ألمانيا بالقاهرة لمتابعة الموقف واتخاذ كافة الإجراءات اللازمة.وأضاف أن الدكتور هانى هلال أناب الدكتور على الشافعى مدير صندوق العلوم والتنمية التكنولوجية بالوزارة بزيارة المبعوث والاطمئنان على حالته، وذلك أثناء تواجد الدكتور الشافعى فى زيارة رسمية لألمانيا.وأصدر الدكتور هانى هلال تعليماته بسفر عائلة الفقيدة والمصاب بشكل عاجل مع اتخاذ كافة الإجراءات اللازمة للسفر لرعاية المصاب واستلام الجثمان. من جانبه، تفقد الدكتور سيد تاج الدين الملحق الثقافى بالسفارة المصرية ببرلين حالة المبعوث، ووصف حالته بالحرجة، مشيرا إلى أنه حتى الآن لم يعلم بمقتل زوجته.وقال الدكتور تاج الدين إن السفارة الألمانية بالقاهرة تقدمت بالاعتذار والعزاء للفقيدة، مؤكدة أن الجانى سوف يأخذ أقصى عقاب جراء ما اقترفه.وكانت مشاجرة قد وقعت بين القتيلة والجانى فى شهر أغسطس 2008 بأحد ملاعب الأطفال بمدينة "دريسين"، الأمر الذى حمل الجانى وفقا لحيثيات حكم المحكمة الصادر آنذاك على توجيه أوصاف للقتيلة بأنها "إرهابية".

She is one year older than me......she was in the same school with me......she was the head girl in one of the oldest schools in Alexandria......She was perfect.....She was a hand ball player in our national team....Every body used to like her.........I admired her so much........I so wanted to be like her one day......She had a 3 years old son & she was pregnant......She was a pharmacist.....Her news was lost & then i found her on the news!!

GOD bless your soul Marwa

What shall we do then??

First, mabrouk l masr:) Well, I said it many times before but here I am mentioning it again: I am working as a laboratory doctor!! What is H1N1 (known also as swine flu)?? It is one type of Influenza A virus. What is Influenza A virus? It is one virus that commonly affects people causing them influenza!!! It is the most common cause of seasonal influenza that affects all people in winter. I am not gonna talk about details tha are written every where, but believe me this H1N1 is not more dangerous than the seasonal influenza by any mean. Any way, It is a pandemic now!! People are freaked out, every one with a fever thinks that it's the swine flu. It is well known that if some thing causes a global panic attack then saying "Don't worry, it's O.k, it is not that dangerous as it appears" won't resolve the issue!! As we are not talking about an unknown virus, there is a simple accurate rapid laboratory test that can detect the presence of the virus inside the human body. This is my job & I claim that I can assure you 100 % whether you have the infection or not, so that you can start your treatment in the proper time. BUT, the Egyptian ministry of health prohibited the private laboratories from doing the test. We haven't received any thing official yet, but they are saying it every where & they are warning people from being fooled by those vampires working in the laboratories. O.K, I am a citizen with a fever & I want to know if it is a swine flu or not, where should I go? To the fever hospital in my city. Will they do the test to any one who has fever? No, come on people, we can't afford doing the test to you all!! Fine, I can pay for it, would you please take the sample from me?? Nooooooooo, it is not for sale!! The ministry is providing it for free!! Then do me the test for free please!! No, You are not indicated!! N.B: A technical point, the fever hospitals are not using the proper technique, they took a sample from a patient admitted in a private hospital here in Alexandria & they gave us a result after 2 hours saying that the guy is negative for H1N1. I can assure you that what appeared after 2 hours is just a screening test that can be positive or negative, but a confirmatory test takes at least 6 working hours from the time of processing the sample. Now to some up: Private labs cannot do the test, Fever hospitals don't do the test for every one, Fever hospitals don't accept money from people who just want to check on themselves, Fever hospitals use a crude rapid method in performing the analysis. So, what shall we do??